Lately I've been overcome with an irrational fear of someone I love dying. Sometimes the fear is completely suffocating and I actually manage to convince myself that someone is dead and I just don't know yet. You'd think I'd be able to talk myself out of this, but there's one thing nagging at the back of my mind:
The last time I felt this fear was a year ago. Then, on February 27th 2005, beautiful Brittany Fehr, along with her brother Jordan and his fiancee Jamie, died in a car accident outside of Winnipeg. I miss Britt. I'm still sad that she never made it to China, I still wonder where she'd be now if she was still around and I still wish I could have said goodbye.
I don't think I'm ready to deal with this again. I really hope I won't have to, but I just can't rid myself of this fear.
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